TCY
1987
SIM-UOL
scorpio

love my SHANE
infinite cash
friends
1st class honours
LSE summer school
lose excess fats FAST!
audi R8

LPL
JANICE
LINHUI
LAYS
VALERIE
DAPHNE
HUIKENG
JEROME
CLARE : MY BIATCH
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FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

get this clock

i was clearing my room a couple of minutes ago.

there are so many memories packed everywhere.

memories of u and me. memories of my besties. memories of my cousins. memories of my grandma. memories of me peeing in my bed.(not a nice one) memories of me fake mugging. memories of smuggling extremely visible gifts.

these memories evoke all sorts of emotions. my atrocious english will never allow me to portray how i feel deep inside though. wahahahahaa

thus..to simplify it: heart-warming, i feel the love, smiles!

huikeng, i think hyun bin is too good looking to be true! joo ji hoon from princess hours is charming too. ohh..i just lurve korean actors.

i keep having recurring dreams about u.

why?

i feel i lost a confidante. u were always there when i'm at my highest and lowest point.

no one came close besides my parents.

hello peeps!

i got a new layout.

hope u peeps like it. cos i just lurveee it.

i still think about u.

ciao.

i had two birthday surprises today. it was really unexpected. i totally adore surprises.

my dear clarey surprised me with a fruity blueberry cheesecake! it was delicious and totally sinful. thank you for remembering my birthday. =) not to forget the rest : fiona, cheryl, sean, daisy, suping and belinda.

belly: thanks for the chocs
cheryl n clarey: thanks for accompanying me in the afternoon (lot 1 is boring)

my bestie, xueqin schemingly planned a dinner gathering for me at cafe cartel at bp. it was a lovely surprise though. i thought it will only be the both of us. well well well...we bumped into pearly and janny! haa...dinner was fantastic. our stomachs almost exploded. i love u guys.

pearly n janny: thanks for the flowers and everything else
xueqin: thanks for the surprise and the adorable birthday card and everything else.

to cindy, iris, shuyi, joanie, fabian, timothy, steven, sky, huikeng, ronghsin agnes, lays, azan, my bro and my mommy: thanks for the smses, testimonials and phone calls

pearly, u are not the last to wish me happy birthday. someone else beat u to that. =p

u: thanks for remembering!

i'm 6935 days old. does that sound old? i feel ancient. haa

i wanna thank my mum and dad for bringing me to earth. after 6935 days on earth, i realized i learnt and experienced alot of things.

i have experienced hate, loss, love, jealousy, envy, happiness, heartbreak, boredom, uncertainty, sadness, longing and more. these feelings helped me grow to the person i am now.

recently i was down in the dumps. the feeling totally sux. i never felt so terrible in my entire life.

my friends picked me up. they lavished their love on me unconditionally. i cant imagine life without them. (quote from val and linhui : boyfriends are a luxury, friends are a necessity) i totally agree with it!

does questions always have answers?

is there a right or wrong?

is there a difference between missing a special someone and missing the memories u had with that special someone?

this ordeal had taught me both positive and negative things. but i have to say the positive stuffs totally overshadow the negative ones.

the relationship was a great one. it is filled with remarkable and inerasable memories. i was probably immature and selfish. but the lessons learnt here shall follow me to my grave. (oops..sounds cliche) thanks for the memories u have given.

do u know wad!! i can actually use my 2 hands to count how many besties i have now! omg..it was pathetic two years ago. the number of besties i have could not even fill up half of my hand.

do not fret people..i am and i will move on. thanks for all the hugs, encouragement, words of advice, smses and time u all have lavished on me. it is a great feeling knowing that there are so many people loving me.

to you : i am happy for u. i do not want us to be strangers. whenever something happens, you know you got a friend to turn to.

everything is gray

i have so many besties by my side loving me and helping me through this period

however only 1 word from u can make my day compared to 10 besties combined

this is selfish but it is the truth

what are u thinking?

sorry...but i'm just not moving on at all.

my mind has only thoughts about you.

i may look like everything is fine. no..everything is far from fine.

why do i only learn my lesson too late.

moving on...(but still hoping) =P

thanks to all the peeps who helped me through this traumatizing period. i have no idea how i would manage without u guys. u are all the best!!

on a lighter note..qifang actually organised a mini gathering! are u people shocked? qifang, huihui, elson and i went to the the cinema beside plaza singapura (sorry..no idea what's the name of the place). we watched 'silk' at $3.25 each.haa...how cheap is that. that's my first ever horror movie at a cinema. it was an 'experience' which i cant forget. i wonder why people would actually pay money to scare the butt of themselves.

next time..someone has to bribe me to watch horror movies! only happy movies will be entertained.

u have done 2 things.
u made a girl extremely happy
and u made the other a sad one

my feelings have not change
your wonderful memories have been preserved
i hope u have preserved my memories too.

i have 1 birthday wish. only 1 person can make it come true.

thanks to my bestest best pjc clique! i have finally realized how wonderful and precious friends are.

my bestest best clique celebrated lays and me birthday yesterday at settler's cafe at holland village! it was definitely a blast! is the best birthday bash/gathering i had! i want more...

in there, we had dinner and played games. we played bluff, some guessing game , jenga and snorting! it was pure laughter. i had not laugh like that for the longest time. it made my tummy hurt.

thanks to all of u for making this a memorable wan. i'll never forget this day.
to

pearly: thanks for organizing this birthday bash cum gathering dinner. u really put in alot of time and effort. u are the bestest bestie i have! muackzzz...i love u!
janice: thanks for the hug u gave me. it really made me feel better. i dint know a hug can be that powerful.
lays: thanks for your word of encouragement. we must hang out more in school. we will have a drink soon too. =)
linhui: thanks for the advice. it really helps! i never thought we could be such great friends! i treasure every moment of it. i burst into tears when you send me the sms. =P muackies..
val : thanks for ur invaluable advice too. both of u provided me with another pespective! haaa..i'm really honoured to be ur good friend! i have been waiting for this day..wahahaha. and u are definitely a close friend to me too!
huihui: never knew we can become better friends too! i cant wait for mondays. we can just gossip as much as we can.
huiyu: thanks for celebrating lays and my birthday!
sky: thanks for the lovely flowers and the delicious cake! and spending a bomb on them.


i'm lost and devastated. i'm afraid of the outcome. six days counting...

charlie's angels...or chinese angels?

well well well..playing psp while working

stop looking..toilet is <-

i seriously suspect i do not have a childhood! everyone knew how to play the 'AEIOU' and 'FLAME' game except me. well, thats not my main point. clare and i played the 'AEIOU' game. our compatibility was a staggering 97 percent! haa! clarey..are we gonna plan for our wedding next year? hmm..i want a garden, beach, sky diving wedding!!! muahahahaa.

An-T..our compatibility is only a pathetic 27 percent!! what are we going to do???

played basketball on a friday afternoon. it was much more enjoyable than i have expected! clarey is an absolute pro! the way she throws the ball into the hoop is eye-popping la! cheryl and sally are darn good as well. dun look down on cheryl. she looks so vulnerable but boy can she shoot! me turn, i can hardly shoot..my accuracy is a measly 20 percent.

i ssim ym etiruovaf tcesni.

ciao.

went rock climbing on thursday with germaine, azan, terence, AN-T, yew seng. i tell u: they are a bunch of hilarious people.

it was fabulous and a great workout too! though i have yet to lose a single ounce of fat. bummer.

girls who want muscular arms...here is the place for u! we saw a couple of girls whose arm muscles are bigger than some guys.

ciao.