TCY
1987
SIM-UOL
scorpio

love my SHANE
infinite cash
friends
1st class honours
LSE summer school
lose excess fats FAST!
audi R8

LPL
JANICE
LINHUI
LAYS
VALERIE
DAPHNE
HUIKENG
JEROME
CLARE : MY BIATCH
SIM WAKEBOARDING

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FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

get this clock

sometimes i wonder the purpose of my existence.
i have nth to contribute to the world
im just a speck of dust on this earth
why would anyone be bothered with me?

my last 19 years was purely a waste of time.
i have nth positive about myself
im clueless to what positive traits my friends have seen in me
am i even worthy enough to be a friend?
i do not have a single achievement to date
i wonder if my parents are ever proud of me?
ha.
how can they even be proud?

i never ever top my class.
not a single scholarship earned.
i couldnt make it to a local university.
never did well in competitions.
im constantly giving mummy n daddy heart attacks
they work their ass off just to feed me and my greedy wants.
i was never that pretty/cute child whom everyone will adore.
im different from my cousins - yup. im that black sheep.
im never gonna be a doctor/accountant.
im a selfish pig.
im a free loader.
im neither smart nor talented.
im useless.
utterly.
blatantly.

why do my parents love me?
cos im blood?
i haven done anything to gain their love.
i given them nth except pain and more pain.

im confused.
someone enlighten me please.

watched naruto for 3 consecutive days
sweet.
gaara is so cute!!!

i need to mug.
im so gonna die.

visited tongshui 4 times
for consecutively 3 days
had 3 jugs of ice 8 treasures tea
2 slices of thick toast with peanut butter and condensed milk
1 slice of thick toast with milo and condensed milk
1 black pepper pork chop spaghetti
1 bowl of spicy korean noodles with sunset egg and luncheon meat with extra soup
1 bowl of egg pudding
and infinity times of diadee!!!
hahahahahahahahah

laylay...we are such bummers
but i like!!!
and ur chloe dress is cute.
wear it to school soon please.

i just realized sth today
my input is zero
and my output is negative
ahh
how smart am i.

yesterday was LPLs birthday
and beautifulXQ and LPL queued for free BnJ icecream!!!
i want mine!
i want mine!

susan!!
i love u laaa...
is darn fun talking to u.
and i shall stay over soon!
and wakeboard soon k?

i must study hard for econs....
shit.

good question.
why do i want a bf?

i hate to admit it
but when u see many of ur friends getting into one
and enjoying every moment of it
u wanna feel the same way too
is that what u call peer pressure?
this is not a major factor
but i aint gonna list the other reasons
heee...secret!

damn
this should not be my main concern
exams is like 3 weeks away
and im still daydreaming
wad an excellent time to fantasize
sghunk...wake me up!
hahahahahah

i want a bf.
boohoo.

i wanna wakeboard everyday
heheheheh

@#$%&^*!
how shallow can i possibly get.
its repulsive.

im utterly pleased with myself today!
i did 7 things which im almost proud of
a) i wakeboarded! heee
b) i was home early (4plus)
c) hang out with my parents
d) had dinner with my family
e) i s***ted today (only u lucky bitches noe wad is it)
f) i did not manage to study once again

i lurve wakeboarding.
i love the company.
it really makes the fun factor a couple notches higher.
my first set was a mess laaa
every trick i did i fell into the water
it was bloody infuriating
and a total waste of my 25 bucks.
fortunately...i did manage to buck up in my next 2 sets
but good stuff doesnt last long
i managed to pancake into sea
looking like a total retard
peeps...it hurts okie?
dun laugh!
but i had a spanking great time.
cheerssss

my daddy was rather surprised to see me home early
but i guessed he is happy laaa
hehehehe
we later surprised my mummy by fetching her from her work place
she is so cute laaa
she was grinning from ear to ear when she saw us
im really glad i did manage to spend some time with them
i love my daddy and mummy!!

my mummy seriously indulges in the simplest things in life
she doesnt yearn for diamonds
LV handbangs
a big comfy bungalow
gourmet food
material stuff
more money
yada yada...
as long as she is together with my dad
and knowing that my bro and i are academically-inclined(it means uni..people)
she is contented.
this is one positive trait i wanna learn from her
i do have a long long way............