only a breath away

2008-12-27T15:38:00.004+08:00

christmas dinner @ cacheng's house

widespread of homecooked food...yummy!!!
hamburgers...hmmm..i think is omelette burgerslooks just like pasta mania!here u go..this is my beloved chef...

i gotta kowtow to my cousin...she made dinner for us in 2.5 hours!!!! look at the huge spread!!!! it's like a 4 course dinner meal for 7 people!!!!!

hear hear peeps...we have a chef in the making...

(xmas dinner menu)

appetizer : lemon fried fish

main course (1) : spaghetti with expensive sausages

main course (2) : omelette burgers

sides : juicy tender chicken thighs

dessert : freshly baked brownies paired with "haagen daz" ice-cream

cocktails + an array of fruits

drinks : orange juice

she is my superman!!!!! hahahhaha....bear in mind she prepared everything in 2.5 hours. okay laaa..she dint exactly do it alone. she had her trusty sidekick with her...ah xi! =)

ps: she singlehandedly washed every strawberry....so cute right?

on the sidenote..that is my brownie oreo cheesecake...quite a bummer...looks totally boring. (like my biatch said...looks totally me ..B.O.R.I.N.G)

2008-10-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

earth to myself.
haven been updating my blog at all.

i think im becoming really really lazy.
anyhow...my life has been pretty much B.O.R.I.N.G
wakeboard.
eat.
sleep.
school.

i had a dream last night.
i was dating an angmoh. woots!
but the r/s dint last long
haha

i told my friend about the dream
and he called me slut.
hahahahahaah...
oh well.

2008-08-25T23:06:00.005+08:00

Eee PC 901
ipod touch!

i love my daddy =)

daddy bought this 2 babies for me.

im darn happy!!!

and i think im becoming more greedy.

i want so many things

- new bags

- new clothes

- rope and handle (prefably WATSON 2008)

- wakeboard vest

- oakley sunglasses

- new wakeboard

- etcccccc....

recently i have a super strong desire to revamp my room and this is so gonna cost a bomb! this can be my 21st birthday present =)

haiiiii...i wanna start working at earn shit load of moolah!!!

2008-07-23T22:32:00.003+08:00

XBOX-ING @ CHUANS HOUSE

(19.07.08)

green is the new black

talents in the making
superman pose!!

2008-07-11T11:39:00.004+08:00

sheesh
i have been lazing and bumming around
my arse was stuck at home the whole day on wednesday
super unproductive
i was lying on the floor
lying on my sofa
lying on my bed
lying on my parents bed
lying just about anywhere in the house

william said i was trying to blend into the furniture
haha
i second that!

i have been craving for tong shui for the longest time
cant pinpoint exactly what i want to eat from there
but i just wanna go there and relish the atmosphere
tong shui is an excellent spot to play daidee!
haven been playing daidee since forever

2008-06-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

hi people
come support SIM wakeboarding
=)

click below...
http://simwakeboarding.blogspot.com/

any enquiries
please tag us.
thank you so very much.

counting down.....

2008-06-11T22:22:00.001+08:00

2008-06-10T00:39:00.008+08:00

look at those pictures
it is so sick!
i cant even jump half as high as them

my new trick list

1st pass

- toeside 180

- switch toeside 180

- bunnyhop to blind

- switch heelside 180

- heelside 180

2nd pass

- heelside 2wake

- toeside 2wake 180

- bunnyhop 180

- heelside grab 2wake

- toeside grab 2wake

gosh

i so need to jump B.I.G

somebody has a heelside/toeside grab 180

what is a toeside 180......

2008-06-09T23:51:00.003+08:00

jodi picoult's book is fantastic
she messes with your head

just finished reading "my sister's keeper"
it is a really really good book

first she makes you skeptical about the motives of your parents
since we were taught to believe our parents always knows whats best for us
fortunately...the book ended in a positive note

parents do want the best for their kids
but but but
they may not neccessarily know whats best for us
which i totally agree laaa
hmmm
being a parent will never be easy

reading this book
one will unconsciously experience a variation of emotions
anger
frustration
sadness
pure happiness
sympathy
dilemma which logic cannot even explain
emotions which will never be able to truly understand even if you read the book 10-20 times

damn
it brings out the ugly side of me
i secretly heaved a sigh of relief...
that this situation has not occur to me
and hopefully
it will n.e.v.e.r occur to me
i am so gonna be crushed.

2008-06-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

silly thoughts are bad.
silly thoughts are unhealthy.
silly thoughts are ridiculous.

silly thoughts is like a potent drug
given adequate amounts
it works like a miracle drug
otherwise
it saps the life out of you

family is an incomprehensible word

family means blood
family means love
family means sacrifices (out of love)
family means tolerance
family means happiness
family means solace
family means you are complete
family means you reveal your true nature

however

we take family for granted
we have family feud
we have parents mistreating their children
we have children abandoning their aged parents
we have friends who are like family (mabbie almost)
we have families who are torn apart
we have families who are like total strangers
we have families who sacrifice their families for greed
we have families who have a secret lives

hmmm
what exactly is family?

2008-06-03T23:19:00.005+08:00

i wanna jump like this.
=)

2008-05-29T21:36:00.009+08:00

audi R8
audi tt coupe

exams are officially O.V.E.R!!
=)

after months of hiding myself at home
trying to study away (not)
and not seeing civilization
i am finally free

lpl...i brought tiger into the exam hall
i think it brought me losta luck
heh

i need to meet everybody
haven seen anyone for ages
and i want to do everything
people..please ask me out!!!

i absolutely love audi R8 n audi tt coupe

gosh...

they are so gorgeous

so sleek

so stylish

so funky

so audi....

i want an audi

who is willing to sponser me one?

2008-02-18T17:14:00.002+08:00

sigh.
double sign..
triple sigh...

it feels like breaking up.

2008-02-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

the ultimatum came today
on the second day of CNY

he said....
'chinying...u have grown fatter hor"

shit shit shit
im so gonna start dieting now

i detest being fat.
mabbie detest is too mild
how about
despise
scorn
loathe
sickened by
recoil at the thought of being fat

damn
all the whining aint gonna make me slim down
im gonna wakeboard non stop on tuesday laaa
i wanna lose weight.
i wanna lose my F.A.T.S

2007-12-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

life can be a bitch.
im not perfect....daddy.

there are times.....
when im a total klutz
when i love to procrastinate
when my puny brain functions slower than the rest
where im terribly tactless
where i will misplace my stuff
where im really absent minded

is it a crime to be like that?
is it a mistake to be like that?
do u really need to flare up 'cos of that?

i ponder endlessly.

2007-12-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

got my new toy boy!
his name...SHANE!
=)

2007-12-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

phew
my daddy is fine
fit as a fiddle
just that he has hep A and a stone in his gall bladder
hmmmm
im not sure if is a stone or many stones though

come home quick daddy!!!
the house seems weird without you.
=(

2007-11-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

a sms came in the afternoon
daddy is in the hospital

it kinda struck me that
my daddy aint superman afterall
sure
he has his occasional bout of flu or fever
but he always recovers in a jiffy
he will head down to our family doctor
get his prescriptions
have his beauty sleep
and all is well in a couple of days

i feel a lil scared
my daddy is lying on a hospital bed now
damn
i rather be the one lying there instead of my daddy
the results of his illness aint out yet
but i bet it will be good news
he is so gonna be fine
he will be home by tml
sighhhh
*cross my fingers*

i always imagine my daddy young
he never seems to grow old
well...today was a wake up call
hahahaa
my daddy cant be 30 forever
and i calculated
he is a freaking 50 year old
oh my gosh
he is half a century old!!!!
he is growing old
and i am growing old tooooooo.....

2007-11-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

THE class

not all turned up yet....

the cool peeps

delinquents

ah lians

family hug

peace!

2007-11-23T10:03:00.000+08:00

after much procastination
i decided to lift my lazy arse fingers to blog

catching enchanted in town later with my sister and jas.
and we shall be heading down to tims house
for a uniform bbq party!!!

=)

2007-10-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

my new water bottle!

a big thanks to my beloved LSE.

he read me pretty well.

i have been wanting a water bottle for the longest time.

gone all the days where i bring my 'oh-so-cool' evian bottle to SIM

heh heh

i lurve water.
but i cant beat kristel though.

hahahahaa

a tribute to my beloved angmoh speaking ah beng who singlehandedly make the entire room of people laugh till our stomachs are in stitches and our mouths extremely sore.

ps : miss HARLEY DAVIDSON thought u were super cute here. =)

2007-10-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

one word to describe friday (26.10.07)

SUPERB

everything ended on the right note.

ps : there u go my beloved LPL...my entry for friday. =)

2007-10-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

me came home from school today

and i found this on my table!

heh heh

me darling bro got this for me

according to him

he bought it to help raise funds for some event in his school

and decided to give it to me as a birthday gift

one stone kill 2 birds laaa

so cheapo lor

but i still appreciate it loads =)

its so cute and it comes with a bouquet of lollipops too

i shall hereby christen it TCC junior

in honour of my brother

all right people

please rise and i wanna hear an explosion of applause!!

*wolf whistles*

welcome TCC junior to the tan family

yayness

gift from my lil' bro
ahahahaa..acjc rules!!!

TCC junior with my party hat =)
TCC TCC junior and moi

2007-10-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

dinner at heerens vil'age together with joanie junhong and my arsehole on tue
quite a scrumptious spread
rosti with a sunny side up egg
black pepper chicken with mushroom and cheese (thumbs up!!)
calamari
pizza (all meat toppings)
grilled chicken and fish
waffle with mangoes and swiss choc ice cream

group pix

hungry ghosts

mind u...
dinner that night was unconventional

i was banned from using utensils

i can only make do with 'fish sticks'

a gift from arsehole and junhong

they reportedly dig up the entire shop to find that purrfect present for me

fish sticks and me

my fish sticks!!!

took pictures with those lovely cows gazing outside vil'age

boy..

was it fun =)

we had an adorable and real cow amidst us

can u spot our adorable cow? ps: in the middle =)
evidence!! areshole bullied metsk...sitting on the cows face! how mean!wah...it can take my weight!

starbucks was our last destination

had a smashing good time there

heres why...

DIADEE time!!!

picture taking

forced these 2 nice guys to each write me a letter

on starbucks serviettes

environmentally friendly hor...

so immersed in their letter writing competition...hahaha

junhong..the shy guy who refuses to show his face

matrix effect

the night ended up great!

joanie...too bad u could not stay on longer

it will be alot more fun!!!

we all must meet up soon!!!

thanks for the necklace

heh

its really pretty

and thank u all for the dinner treat!

hugs hugs

2007-10-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

wakeboarded on tuesday with jas and kris
finally....
the arrival of williams new shiny glossy RED HOT mastercraft boat.
fiery red on the exterior
snow white on the inside
the interior is so clean and spotless
that im actually afraid of entering the boat
everything in the boat is brand new
new rope
new vests
new ice box
new speakers
etc....
our good old vest stuck out like a sore thumb
its in tatters but we still love it deep deep
its like second skin to the 3 of us
heh heh
u peeps gotta sit in williams boat at least once
its darn darn cool!

2007-10-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

~mini party for kelvin and moi~
(22.10.07)

moi birthday prezzies!

pretty birthday card from....

krisnat workshop!!!
pokercards....(please look on)check out the size!!!
baby pokey n mummy pokey
shapes and sizes
my birthday =)

2007-10-13T14:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday night
my jc clique celebrated the october babies birthday at billy bombers at the central
it has been a terribly long time since i last saw them
i only realized how badly i missed them when i spotted them.
peepsss...i love u all!!!!

dinner was fun funny and funnier
guess we seriously haven met for a long time
we were all rushing to talk at the same time
nobody can finish their stories at all
plus we were all frigging hungry
we may be blabbering non stop
but none of us seem to know wad was going on around the table
all of us were busy concentrating on the food

to daphne...
last night wasnt ur night at all
hahahahahaaha
i kept throwing retarded qns at u.
i apologize but i aint sorry!!!
hehehe =)

to our dear LPL
thanks for coordinating this dinner
and i love to bully u!!!!
u are the best lar....

to janice linhui huiyu sky adrain .....cheers for coming!!!!!
and thanks for the flowers and cake!!!!!. =)
i love dessertssssss
ohhh...btw...i dint sit on the flowers.
it is in perfect condition.

LAYS...HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!!

me went on to chinaone and cornerstone.
great places to chill and just hang out
chinaone was with
lays daphne linhui huiyu sky peggy and lays friends
cornerstone was with
jas nat germ law zy tim jun alex marcus rx etc....
im feeling lucky
having friends im so comfortable with
and enjoying their company.

im looking forward to tuesday
shopping with jan lays and LPL
tsk tsk
our clique haven met up together for so long!!

2007-10-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

man are such complex creatures.
hmmm...
i often wonder
how does a person understand another when he/she cant possibly fully understand oneself?
why do we sub-consciously lay expectations on others?
why we cant help but take advantage of others to varying degrees?
why some friends come and go? why cant they all stay?
how do one tell if he/she is a friend?
how do u tell if u are being urself?
.
.
.
.
.
i have soooo many qns to ask
my brain is too puny
and i get tired easily just from thinking just alil too much
hahahahhaha

goodnight.

2007-09-23T03:20:00.000+08:00

ALERT!!!!

our dear LSE (Love Sex Expert) has made a wise decision to join the blogging world.
lets welcome him with a warm round of applause.
*clap clap*
do visit him at http://jeromechoo.blogspot.com/

i have fantastic news for all of u
*drumroll*
seriously im dying to tell u guys

i won my first monopoly game!!!!!
can u believe it?
i frigging won.
i never once win in a game of monopoly
heh heh
damn loser right?
well...everyone has to start from somewhere

anyways
the cousins, lil' bro and i tried mahjong today
we loved it!!!
now we have more games to play
no more playing diadee or blackjack the entire night
hahahahaa
and i wont feel so left out the next CNY.
=)

2007-09-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

fark.
i feel like shooting myself.
i never seem to learn.

i need to talk to somebody.
i wanna whine and be a bitch.
i just wanna be myself.

2007-09-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

mudpie!!
yummylicious =)
lost in the crowd

desserts always makes my day
heh
those pics are from donkey weeks ago
i have been too lazy to lift my fingers to blog.
had desserts at modesto's
the desserts are fantastic and the portion is pretty huge
i had TIRAMISU MODESTO'S while my bitch had...
errrm...
i forgot!
gosh
my brain is failing me......

visited the cheesecake cafe
wonderful place to be in
nice interior
comfy cushions
is darn good to chill and tete-a-tete
downside - they do not allow u to cross ur legs
had blueberry cheesecake and vanilla with chocolate chip cheesecake
dint fancy the blueberry wan
had an after taste
but the vanilla was good!

i still prefer secret receipe's blueberry cheescake.
i just lurveeeee desserts.
i wanna try the cheese mooncakes.
they look so adorable.

and i wanna shop. =)

2007-08-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

im a spoilt brat.
im a freaking spoilt brat.

mummy
i love u.
i need moolah to wakeboard.
=)

2007-08-28T12:10:00.000+08:00

this is terrible
i cant seem to get rid of it
bugger.

2007-08-23T09:34:00.000+08:00

life is so mundane now
even my saturdays and sundays are spent nua-ing at home
i love staying at home rotting
but 2 consecutive days
i will die...
well..i almost did

im never home early on weekends
my dad was actually shocked to see my lazy ass home
heh heh
my mum will always call and nag at me to come home early
now it is the other way round

i desperately need to shop
i need a new bag
new clothes
new bikini
new wallet
new brain

any new and smart brain for sale?
i dun need some genius brain.
just one which is smarter than mine.

2007-08-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

here i am at home
doing nothing but nua-ing.
im going bonkers

i feel like going out
but i have no idea where to go

i feel like excercising
but i cant lift my fat arse from my bed

i feel like shopping
but i dont want to spend a single cent

i feel like clearing up the mess in my room
but i dont know where to start

i feel clueless
but i cant figure out why

i feel like switching on the television
but there aint a channel which is interesting (currently)

i feel like indulging in delectable desserts
but i detest the feeling of being fat (which i already am)

i feel like engaging in a nice conversation
but i dont know who to call

i feel like hanging out with my dear friends
but im afraid to ask

i feel like studying
but i think im madness

i feel like a pessimist
but i cant help it

i feel talentless
but wait...im hardworking
thats wad matters...right?
i think not.

booooo.
im such a whiner.
*slaps myself*
i feel better.
hahahahahahaaaa

2007-08-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

had dinner tonight with my daddy.
ALONE.
it was so impromptu
heh
come to think of it
this is the 1st time i had dinner with my daddy.
and it was so cool
though he was pretty silent
*shrugs*
but i still love him.
=)

2007-07-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

its been 7months since the 4 of us met up together
its been a long long time
and i wonder why was it so hard
but im darn glad we met up
heh
it brings back nostalgic memories laaa
plus we have grown quite abit
esp. our dear LPL
she went from class tee-n-jeans chick
to sexy and sizzling hot babe!

our conversations today were weird
conversation 1
me: i lost a boyfriend but i gain so many good friends
lays: no...u got a life.
me: (speechless) hahahahahhahaa

conversation 2
lpl: is ur diamond earring gold?

conversation 3
jan: i haven bought my puppy heels
lpl: (thinks long and hard) isnt it kitten heels?

i love u guys to bits man.
hahahahahahaha
i wanna do this again!!!!!

2007-07-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

ive got a job
heh heh
im a regular part timer
how cool is that?
i can plan when i wanna work.
=)

what im dreading most has materialized
im becoming broke
penniless in fact!
sheesh
and i wanna wakeboard everyday!!!
arghz!

my jc besties
i miss all of u guys!!!!
when are we meeting up??
feels like forever since ive seen u guys.
=(

2007-07-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

UOLs Orientation

(09.07.07)

muscleman and featherlight gal
lovely!
hmmm...what fat thighs u have
skinny but absolutely powerful he loves piggyback rides........esp. from guys
he is gonna break her back
power pack
family potrait
wakeboarders!!
island cremery....=)

2007-07-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

LATEST UPDATE!!!
i finally worked.....
yayness
please rise from ur seats and congratulate me.
hahahahahahaa
4 consecutive days hor...
and i am about 1mm closer to understanding what i want
i love my onsite job
is great fun dealing with people
i kinda dislike working 9-5 jobs
it is boring and it makes me fat!
at least my recent temp job allows me to move my ass and people watch
which is rather cool and interesting

i learn a couple of things too
having a family business can lead to extremely tricky situations
managing people is tough business
u cant please everybody
i need a bigger brain
im freaking naive
be adaptable
i need a job!

and i gonna wakeboard like tml.
heh
is been a long and tiring week
but at least this time round
im earning some cash...
instead of spending extravagantly

2007-07-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

~MOS~

29.06.07

our dear president is sizzling hot! blurry but i like! heh
we all squeeze into the teeny weeny mirror
i finally looked normal in a cap lick me!
spot the real ah peh
gals night out!

2007-06-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

ripcurl ivpwb 2007 will be one of the most memorable events ever
this 2 day event evoked many feelings
and i had loads of first times here
and i truly enjoyed every single moment of it

im frigging proud and terribly honoured to be part of sim wakeboarding team
we became close as a team during the process of training at punggol
bonded even more towards the competition
and became a family from the start till the end of the competition
i hope this bond will last for a long long time.
i love everyone of u guys.
and i will miss those who will be leaving us.
team sim rules laaa....

blessed all my friends who came down and supported me.
to my no. 1 fan: beautifulXQ
she came down both days to support me despite having her midyears on monday.
u are the bomb man!
LSE marko and hanlin: thanks for coming down specially for me. heee...i feel so special.
shuhei and junhoong: u are my no. 1 arsehole!
lays: my next best friend! hahahahahaa..we are going zouk!!!
cindiie: we need to bitch...real soon! hee
susan: i want all the videos!!!!
azan: hahahahaa...dun pretend to be shy laaa
elson: i found ur lip balm!
LPL janny clarey and my beloved cousin: thanks for the smses and calls!

ps: thanks for pizza and KFC chicken!!
btw..LPL...u are a freaking muddlehead!
but i still love u! heeee

and i cannot forget to leave my parents out tooo
they fully sponsered my wakeboarding expenses
and im grateful that they are so supportive of me wakeboarding.
i hope they are happy with my results.

i hope i have made william amanda and boon proud too
though my results werent anything to cry out for..
is a lil' disappointing realising u are the bottom 4
but im gonna win women's open next year!!!
nono...jas and i shall share the throne
heeeee
we are gonna be no. 1!

2007-06-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

peeps!!
come support sim wakeboarding team this saturday: 23 june
heeee
the guys and gals are competing in the women's and men's novice at 1045am and 130pm respectively
it is gonna be held at kallang.

im so nervous...
i think i can pee in my shorts
i need to smack myself
and wake up from which ever weird planet my brain is in now
argh.
i got no time to get frustrated
frustrations wun bring me anywhere
i just gotta work on my farking 2 wake jumps!

ciao.
i need my sleep.
im deprived of it.

2007-06-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

birthday gal!

arghh...

is 14 june already!!!

and im far from ready

damnnn

my 2 wake jump is in a horrible state

my backside slide is weird

my backside 360 is gone

OMG...

and my competition is on 23 june

i need a new miracle now.

shucks

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

my beloved AXQ

hehehehe

as usual..i have been procrastinating

and i failed to plan ur birthday well

but u will forgive ur bf(mabbie gf) right?

hehh

anyways...u will always be my number 1.

and i will forever be ur disgusting/irritating bitch

and my middle finger belongs to u only...

hurhur

sweet right?

and i love u to death!!!

muackies....hahahahaha

better LURVE the balloons hor

let them sleep beside u tonight. =)

to all u peeps hu helped me with xqs birthday

be it emotionally or physically or monetary means

thank ewwwww!!!

im such a disaster.

but u guys were an asset during this short span of time.

thank u! thank u!

btw...

i LURVE gelare!!!!!!

and i mean it.

and....

i coloured my hair again!!

heheheheee

i love my new coloured

though my fringe is hilarious....

2007-06-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

wad a week.
time passed in a jiffy.
but i thought it was pretty well spent
despite the fact that i was busy spending $$
=S

went wakeboarding thrice this week
is a bomb man!
at this rate im going...
my parents will be frigging broke
and they might go bankrupt!
hahahahaaa

went to ecp on tuesday with the boyfriend and AXQ
we cycled and bladed for 3 hours
and i nearly died
is not like we exercised vigourously
what can i say...im a weakling!
heh
and i lurve tuesdaysss
its gelare day!
waffles toppped with strawberry cheesecake ice-cream
and caramel sauce
is the ultimate!!!!

a spontaneous trip to MOS on wednesday
with AXQ germaine susan hongyi lawrence and tim
i enjoyed myself more compared to my first time
but i think the rest of u guys just find it normal laaa
hahahaaa
i form a theory: the more times u club..the lower the probabilty of u having loads of fun!
simply...higher expectations.
but hu noes..
mabbie im wrong
mabbie is me.
im interestingly boring afterall.

AXQ and i dint sleep the entire night
okie..i did manage to catch some sleep- 40min
and AXQ had to interrupt my sleep with 'way back into love'
she blasted the song 5 times consecutively
i seriously wanted to throw something into her face
but i was sleeping like a retarded pig
we went to LPLs condo for a dip in the early morning
finally...i gotten my long awaited tan on my tummy

suzzie...thanks for sending us home safely!!!
LPL..i wanna see u in a sexy bikini soon!!

2007-06-02T04:37:00.000+08:00

dedicated to our miss director.
she painstakingly edited every frame
came up with a fantastic script - 1971: story of 2 ah pei wannabes
directed this blog buster
with the help of moi stylish and phenomenal piece of technology
K800i.

happy viewing peeps
comments are highly welcome!

2007-06-02T04:06:00.000+08:00

blog buster of the year

1971: story of 2 ah pei wannabes

2007-06-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

went down to bishan sports complex to play badminton
is been donkey years since i last played
jerome mark beautifulXQ and i played for 2 hours straight
i dint think i could last for 2 hours
but surprisingly and thankfully...
i survived!
hahahahaha
badminton will always be darn fun with u guys around.
cant believe we just kept laughing/howling the entire time
we sure did make hell loads of noise

kudos to mark!
u can seriously rush for any ball laaa
without u...
we wun have won the doubles match!
hahahahahahahaha
left hand rules!

cheers to my beloved jerome too
hahahahahah
made me run like a stupid ass around the court
and ur balls are super taico(no idea how to spell)

and to beautifulXQ...
i feel like ur boyfriend
i see u almost everyday.
hahahaa
are u getting sick of me already?
or are u missing me?

LPL...jerome misses u!!!
quickly finish ur papers lehhh
den we can all hang out together
we can play daidee everyday
plan a pyjamas party with loads of finger food
dipping at ur pool
go ecp watch sunset
go sentosa and see u in ur bikini!
wait for u to cook a delicious meal for us!
all ideas courtesy of tiara...

2007-06-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

~CAFE CARTEL~

(30.05.07)

dude...where are u looking?
the boyfriend n arty-farty

scrunch time!
2 grinning widely 2 smiling without teeththe boyfriend aint doing candid shot
where are ur eyes?
simultaneous action: hand on our faces

2007-05-31T11:30:00.000+08:00

wakeboarding dint go well yesterday
everything isnt going right
i cant clear my 2 wake jump properly
i cant stand tall
im holding my handle too high
im throwing my body into the air
which is frigging wrong!
i throw my handle when i tried my 2 wake jump
and i cant seem to digest instructions
shoots
BUT...wakeboarding still rox!
heeee

had dinner at bpp with my dearies
blackjack, arty-farty and the boyfriend
is been such a long time since we had dinner together
it was a blast.

arty-farty: dun give up ahh...exams are gonna end soon!

BJ and i headed down to dempsy after cartel dinner
to meet germaine lawrence tim and zhenyuan
u guys are just plain funny laaa
no amount of words can describe u guys!
hahahahaha
this is fun.

2007-05-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

heeee
im gonna compete for the inter-varsity polytechnic wakeboarding.
peeps..come and support k!

im really looking forward to it
and im darn darn darn excited
but ...
i dun even noe if im ready for it
the competition is barely a month away
and im far from mastering my tricks
a) backside 360
b) heel side 2 wake
c) toe side 2 wake
d) backside slide : i cant touch water yet
e) i cant stand tall at the wake
i cant even overcome my fear of crowds
and worst...
they will be loads of peeps on the day of the competition
when expectations are laid upon me
be it myself or others
i feel pressured
and i will fail to perform

damn
how am i gonna overcome these fears in less than a month
they have been my nemesis since forever
argh.

nevertheless
im just gonna wakeboard wakeboard and wakeboard!!!
hahahahahaa
die die also must get all those tricks right!
heeee
i shall see my beloved shane on wednesday again.

blackjack...
are u gonna be my number 1 fan?

2007-05-27T00:41:00.000+08:00

~RANDOMNESS~

rocker 1
rocker 2

who is way cooler?
ass-to-die-for, cellulites, voluminous boobs
courtesy of tiara : long skinny arm
this pix looks better without a head
SIMs ladies

2007-05-26T23:37:00.000+08:00

haven blog for ages.
seriously..i have no idea what to blog either
my life has been sensationally routine.

watched pirates of the caribbean: at worlds end
with my dearly beloved tiara today!!!
hahahahaha
she is the sweetest thing.
she invited me to watch it with her the moment she laid hands on the free tickets
i feel so honoured and loved.
i love you babe!
and orlando bloom is hot!

i need to exercise
according to tiara..my cellulites are glaring angrily at me
hahahhahaha
thats a bit exaggerated though
i wanna rollerblade cycle wakeboard swim skydive
anything except RUNNING please
i have no clue why
but running is my pet peeve

2007-05-14T21:58:00.001+08:00

yayness!!!
one paper left.
ten days break.
and im riding tml.
not once but twice.
heeee
i miss wakeboarding.

2007-05-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

thank u peeps for tagging!!!
it meant alot to me.

and yes clare
im a lucky biatch/attention seeker
i have so many friends hu are concern about me.
hahahahahaha
im darn fortunate.

clare..from today onwards
u are officially my babysitter/mother hen
like LPL said...
u look out for me
and thats a compliment.

4days counting.....
i have no clue about econs
i need a miracle

i want BnJ icecream
preferably dublin mudslide!!!!
heee

2007-04-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder the purpose of my existence.
i have nth to contribute to the world
im just a speck of dust on this earth
why would anyone be bothered with me?

my last 19 years was purely a waste of time.
i have nth positive about myself
im clueless to what positive traits my friends have seen in me
am i even worthy enough to be a friend?
i do not have a single achievement to date
i wonder if my parents are ever proud of me?
ha.
how can they even be proud?

i never ever top my class.
not a single scholarship earned.
i couldnt make it to a local university.
never did well in competitions.
im constantly giving mummy n daddy heart attacks
they work their ass off just to feed me and my greedy wants.
i was never that pretty/cute child whom everyone will adore.
im different from my cousins - yup. im that black sheep.
im never gonna be a doctor/accountant.
im a selfish pig.
im a free loader.
im neither smart nor talented.
im useless.
utterly.
blatantly.

why do my parents love me?
cos im blood?
i haven done anything to gain their love.
i given them nth except pain and more pain.

im confused.
someone enlighten me please.

2007-04-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

watched naruto for 3 consecutive days
sweet.
gaara is so cute!!!

i need to mug.
im so gonna die.

2007-04-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

visited tongshui 4 times
for consecutively 3 days
had 3 jugs of ice 8 treasures tea
2 slices of thick toast with peanut butter and condensed milk
1 slice of thick toast with milo and condensed milk
1 black pepper pork chop spaghetti
1 bowl of spicy korean noodles with sunset egg and luncheon meat with extra soup
1 bowl of egg pudding
and infinity times of diadee!!!
hahahahahahahahah

laylay...we are such bummers
but i like!!!
and ur chloe dress is cute.
wear it to school soon please.

2007-04-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

i just realized sth today
my input is zero
and my output is negative
ahh
how smart am i.

yesterday was LPLs birthday
and beautifulXQ and LPL queued for free BnJ icecream!!!
i want mine!
i want mine!

susan!!
i love u laaa...
is darn fun talking to u.
and i shall stay over soon!
and wakeboard soon k?

i must study hard for econs....
shit.

2007-04-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

good question.
why do i want a bf?

i hate to admit it
but when u see many of ur friends getting into one
and enjoying every moment of it
u wanna feel the same way too
is that what u call peer pressure?
this is not a major factor
but i aint gonna list the other reasons
heee...secret!

damn
this should not be my main concern
exams is like 3 weeks away
and im still daydreaming
wad an excellent time to fantasize
sghunk...wake me up!
hahahahahah

2007-04-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

i want a bf.
boohoo.

i wanna wakeboard everyday
heheheheh

2007-04-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

~a lovely date with LPLs new hairdo~

(04.04.07)

LPLs comfy room
heheheheh...my hair..i like!
i was not ready....=(
LPL and LGs fav shot

solarize me!
LPL...im getting darker...
black and white always looks good
nice nice nice
sunset..taken from LPLs room

2007-04-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

@#$%&^*!
how shallow can i possibly get.
its repulsive.

2007-04-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

im utterly pleased with myself today!
i did 7 things which im almost proud of
a) i wakeboarded! heee
b) i was home early (4plus)
c) hang out with my parents
d) had dinner with my family
e) i s***ted today (only u lucky bitches noe wad is it)
f) i did not manage to study once again

i lurve wakeboarding.
i love the company.
it really makes the fun factor a couple notches higher.
my first set was a mess laaa
every trick i did i fell into the water
it was bloody infuriating
and a total waste of my 25 bucks.
fortunately...i did manage to buck up in my next 2 sets
but good stuff doesnt last long
i managed to pancake into sea
looking like a total retard
peeps...it hurts okie?
dun laugh!
but i had a spanking great time.
cheerssss

my daddy was rather surprised to see me home early
but i guessed he is happy laaa
hehehehe
we later surprised my mummy by fetching her from her work place
she is so cute laaa
she was grinning from ear to ear when she saw us
im really glad i did manage to spend some time with them
i love my daddy and mummy!!

my mummy seriously indulges in the simplest things in life
she doesnt yearn for diamonds
LV handbangs
a big comfy bungalow
gourmet food
material stuff
more money
yada yada...
as long as she is together with my dad
and knowing that my bro and i are academically-inclined(it means uni..people)
she is contented.
this is one positive trait i wanna learn from her
i do have a long long way............

2007-04-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

my beloved coussie has setup her own online cookie cum brownie cum cookie cake online store.

do visit http://themoofactory.blogspot.com/ and support!!

hee..is really good stuff.

2007-03-31T02:30:00.000+08:00

~MY SECRET GARDEN~

(28.03.07)

caesar salad
triple choc with vanila icecream...YUMMY!
bread n butter pudding
blueberry cheesecake
hot date
mouth watering...
cheers!

wad a week.

had a lunch date with miss leong and her lovely group of friends on mon

had hell a time at my secret garden on wed.

went wakeboarding on thurs where a series of events happened

coloured my BLONDE fringe to black purple

and an ineffective study week...bummer

secret garden was together with jacinta yuenfoong junyi julian

dinner was fine

but dessert was just superb

we shared a norwegian smoked salmon sandwich

grilled chicken sandwich

a seafood platter

caeser salad and

red wine

THEN

it was time for desserts!

who can resist them.

heee

we ordered a blueberry cheesecake

triple choc with vanilla icecream

bread n butter pudding and

hot date(hot sticky date toffee pudding)

is just plain awesome!

im so in love with desserts.

desserts should be an essential.

2007-03-31T01:05:00.001+08:00

heee
a new blogskin is born!
i lurve this.
=)

2007-03-25T02:13:00.000+08:00

bahh!
im utterly useless.
and i still cant figure out why.

i just wanna live in my own world
and not watch the ugly reality
it is replusive.

i cant tell what is right or wrong
is there even a right or wrong?

i have the best job ever
eat sleep shit study wakeboard
wad a life.
i totally dig it.
not.

2007-03-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

wad colour can u see?
do u see blue?

FINALLY...
im home early for a day
though 2130 aint early
at least i get to see my parents and bro....awake!
my dad caught a birds eye view of my hair just now
his response was funny
你人不想做宁可做狗

hmmm
my highlighted hair dint come out the way i wanted it to be
but thats probably cos i dun even noe what i want
my colour now is far from the original blue
but im pretty contented with my new look
though comments can be pretty extreme
i have no idea what to do with these comments
filter them out?
be badly affected by them?
decide if the criticisms are constructive and make changes?
or just love the way i look?

come to think of it
it is just hair
why make such a big fuss out of it
and i have been so whiny about it
man...wad a whiny bitch!
hahahahaha
but ill still be that whiny bitch the next couple of days
so peeps
just bear with this whiny bitch!

2007-03-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

went to uncle ringo at hougang yesterday
together with peiling weishan carol derek gilson
adrenalin rush i tell ya!
it was pretty worth our money
we tried the challenger
skydiver
topgun and
vortex.
vortex was the best.
we are flung up into the sky which is about 5 storeys high
and inverted 180/360 degrees in the air
totally awesome!
but nothing beats lethal weapon at movieworld in gold coast.
is the ultimate rollercoaster ride!
u are practically moving upside down at extreme speed
and ur feet is daggling in the air
it is an exhilarating thrill ride experience
my heart almost pop out!
geez
i just lurve rollercoaster rides!!!
i miss australia.

2007-03-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

wheee!!
im finally back.
have been hibernating for awhile
thus the lack of entries.

the mock exams is dreadful
it is a darn good wakeup call
thus.....
i shall mug mug mug and mug
i want my first class honours!

i was supposed to study with LSE after my pbf paper
well... as expected we dint at all
sorry dude! (wasted ur day away..hee)
however... had an impromptu dinner in town with many other peeps
tiara peiling daphne elson jerome
jerome..u are darn fortunate
u asked for 1
but u gained 3 more!
anyways...we all took pix with ninja turtles!!!
how cool is that.

~NEWS OF THE DAY~

seriously...it is staggering news!

i saw my brother walking down the streets of orchard
unbelievable!
astounding!
dumbfounding!
it may seem nothing to u guys
but to me...it is a BIG BIG deal
its been half a decade since i last saw my bro step into orchard!
*bows to acjc*

2007-03-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

random thought

i miss all my friends
be it besties good friends friends acquaintances.

im a sucker at keeping friends
i do try
but cowardice surpass my guts

=(

2007-02-25T02:18:00.000+08:00

shit.
it just stinks.
i dun even understand myself
let alone understand others.
i sympathize u guys.

2007-02-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

allow me to shed light on my relationship with shane.
jacinta and i both share shane
which makes us a threesome =)
and we are totally cool with it
there aint envy nor jealousy among us
it thrills us just to share shane
and our sweetie pie has no complains at all!

shane is nicely black and 136cm tall
though i love my boy to be at least 175cm tall
shane is an exceptional case =)
and guess wad?
shanes hunkalicious factor is 10/10
hunks and babes go gaga over shane
and they oogle at the tattoos on his back
which is a magnificent sight to behold
his back is an array of liquid force design
darn coool!!

shane lurves being ride on!
he is extremely nimble on sea
but a total senile on land
we have to carry shane just about anywhere
shane is afraid of sea water though
and i have to bathe him from head to toe whenever he is back from sea
sometimes my guy friends will help out too
kinky ehh?
wahahahahaha
shane is one lucky dude!
i just lurve shane dearie....=)

2007-02-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

~SENTOSA~

(09.02.07)

greetings sentosa!
nice weather ehh...heh
stand straight! dun slouch! smile!
selling their souls..hahahaha
i do have long and slim legs..really

baywatch moment
3 occurences in a shot
u have long hair dude!
no turning back...
smiling and...
smiling with ur eyes
nice setup?

hus the most 'zao gen'
solitary
shot of the day =)
we found a gold mine
ciao sentosa!

2007-02-13T11:13:00.000+08:00

~MOVIE CUM STUDY DATE~

(08.02.07)

*=p*

funny faces?

im thirsty..really
u remind me of a squirrel
now..u remind me of MIKO!!
we make studying fun..hahaha
candid moment

victim and ruffian?
happy happy!!
xq is dying to pinch me! look at her.
is me turn now..wahahahahaha
ambassador for sony (moi appointed her)

sony walkman and starbucks are complementary goods

dun turn! we look good upside down
believe me..shopping for food is fun
spot my mummy
tsk tsk...fattening! it belongs to me though

pockys new design
home sweet home

2007-02-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

friday was sweet
with a capital S
went wakeboarding in the morning
sentosa in the afternoon
and cafe del ma in the evening
fridays sun was scorching
but we embraced the blistering heat with open arms
and i got a tan!!
im no longer that sickly gal
im strong! *hear me roar*
hahahahahaha
after a series of baywatch moments
grown boys reliving their childhood
diadee-ing
volleyball-ing and frisbee-ing
and non-stop clicking of the camera
we retreated to cafe del ma
it is a slumberland
and a lovely place for nua-ing
the showers there are fantabulous too
u wun even feel like leaving!!!

to sum up my day : boisterous =)

2007-02-12T01:38:00.000+08:00

after 7 years of friendship
xq and i finally took invaluable time off our ever-hectic schedule to catch a movie together on a lovely thursday afternoon
what a feat.
a 1-for-1 tix : little children
superb show
in fact it stimulates ur brain cells
highly recommended for peeps above 18
why?
cos is M18.
HAH.
and i learnt something new today
xq likes salty popcorn
and i dun
i lurve my popcorn sweet!

2007-02-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

SHANE is here!!!
how cool is that.
and we are gonna try him out on fri
heeee

went to clareys house after school yesterday
finally the clique has a chance to really hang out together
the gathering was successful
had cheryls delicious homemade sheperds pie
jerome taught us a new game - "99" (i presume)
freaking hilarious!!!
played diadee
watched clarey strum the guitar
clare..u look darn pro laaa...
and we played basketball!!
i feel so accomplished...
we did so many things in 3 hours

met peiling derek gilson and hongyi in town for dinner
haaa
wonderful night!!
we played "99"
and the ultimate 'winner' went to our beloved peiling!!!
and we all got a treat from her =)
pearly...the ice cream tasted especially heavenly yesterday
wahahahahaha
dun worry babe..ill treat ya soon.

2007-01-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

~STAYOVER~

(19.01.07)

peiling..ur legs are damn flexible laa...
pro at shuffling..look at her hands

the quiet wan has emerged! arsehole!!!haaa

and he still refuses to look at the camera...tsk tsk

diadee-ing!!
boredem reeks
we are frightened...really
do we look like beggars?
im ostracized....=..(
hmph....
the model with my LOVELY bottle =)

new buds
hmmmm...
group pix

group pix

2007-01-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

had an impromptu stayover at peilings house last fri

u guys are super spontaneous!

we had it planned on a thursday night

but everything went smoothly

heh...

xq pearly hongyi derek

u guys aint BORING, UNINTELLECTUAL and UNPURE

on the contrary...

u guys are FUN-LOVING, pretty INTELLECTUAL and still UNPURE

haaaaaaa

we diadi-ed and watched 2 movies - saw II you, me and dupree

im addicted to diadi

im grateful to have friends who are willing to endure daily sessions of diadi with me

cheers!!!

btw....i do not play diadi on my own

thats totally retarded =S

2007-01-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

shane...we are gonna get ya!!

omgg...wakeboarding was freaking cool today

loved every single moment of it

heh..

sweet dreams tonight for me

2007-01-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

it has been a sinful 2 days...
i just love desserts
had apple crumble tart and rocky road brownie at spinelli on a sunday
muddy mud pie and apple crumbler at coffee club today
and i just pop an egg tart and pineapple tart into my mouth
ECP...here i come!!!
heh...cable skiing and blading today!!!

studying was great today too
made a little progress
joanie..shuhei..
lets study again!!
=)

2007-01-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

i am too content with my life
i am starting to have cravings just about anything
somebody...STOP ME!!!
im growing fatter again
and fast becoming obese
arghhhhhhhh
i need a big blow
a bigger blow
whatever it takes to make me lose weight
=)

i miss my besties too
haven seen u gers for 3 weeks and counting
when will i see u all??

2007-01-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

arghhhh
i hate being a slow learner
it sux
period

2007-01-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

life is a darn mystery
u think u have everything figured out
next u noe
new stories just keep unraveling
hmmmm
guess im just plain self centred and ignorant
thinking the entire planet revolves around me
haaaa
wake up chinn!!
get a life.

life has been pretty excellent the past december.
WAKEBOARDING..
chilling at starbucks..
playing daidi just about anywhere..
hanging out with different group of friends..
trying to expand my social circle..
attempting things which my parents will totally slaughter me for..
failing btt..
spending loads of money on food and wakeboarding..
wad a life!
but i love it. =)

2006-12-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

~WAKEBOARDING~

(21.12.06)

spot itachi..
best group pix taken b4 leaving for sea
william!
sisterhood
brotherhood
out at sea
look of disgust
gays?
hmm..he can stand on water..can u?
pretty pretty
guess hus butt
damn zai!
felix looks so faraway
arghh...the water is coming after us
candid shot!
SMOKING kills
wheres felix?PIX OF THE DAY...
kissing scene..(well done ehh)
cool nails..

no comments
retard shot
sexy feet
wakeboards

william again!
back from sea
pouting?
he looks pretty in pix

blur is the in thing
spot the ghostly person
xq and me!
finally...group pix again

wakeboarding rox big time! xq...when will u be wakeboarding again???

2006-12-22T02:28:00.001+08:00

wakeboarding was cancelled on tues due to terrible weather
the feeling is totally not awesome
i was so hyped up for it
shucks
rainy weather is great for snoozing
but not for wakeboarding!
fortunately the day was not wasted
derek gilson kelvin hongyi yewseng and i went down to fareast shopping centre to check out wakeboards
gosh...
the guys can really shopped!
spent a couple of hours in a cramp wakeboard shop...
caught ERAGON after dinner
pretty alright show
however the transition of the baby dragon to its adulthood is plain stupid
well...at least the baby dragon looks adorable!

2006-12-17T13:14:00.000+08:00

friday and saturday were fully utilized days!

woke up at 715 on fri morning
crashed pearlys school(nyp) at 9am
its her last day of school!!
haaa
anyways pearly..ur last lesson is pretty crappy lehh
left nyp around 1115
and went down to west coast for lunch with hongyi
was supposed to eat duck rice but the shop was closed for the day
settled for chicken rice instead
heh..thanks for the treat though
den it was down to punggol for wakeboarding
well..what can i say
it was fun fun fun and more FUN!!
haaaaa
but got alot of catching up to do
dinner was at heerens sakae sushi
it was great!!
=)

had stats lesson til 12pm on sat
and had lunch with val linhui and pearly at thai express
is totally fantabulous!!
i lurve hanging out with u gers
u all rox big time
then it was down to heeren again
to take neoprints
we met xq at plaza singapura
chilled at starbucks
where we were highly encouraged by the ever-hilarious pearly
to write her letters so that she can read them on the plane
leaving plaza singapura was an exhilarating affair
all of a sudden we were speaking in abbrevations
and neither of us could understand what each other was talking
and we were laughing our butts off

dinner was at my coussies house
had a bbq
it was a simple gathering
but is was really cool and light hearted
played black jack big2 and uno til 2am
nth extravagant
but loads of fun
love you guys!!

ps: shuyi..thanks for the card!!

2006-12-13T21:54:00.001+08:00

life is pretty much mundane now
watched the SAF band performance at the esplande on sunday
together with pearly linhui and darryl
dint quite catch it
dozed off a couple of times
but the company is great though
and the angmoh conductor is totally charismatic and hilarious
pearly is head over heels with him
there is something alluring about older men
not all older men though
selected few...
haaa
linhui..the surrounding scenery was pretty nice too ehhh
*if u get wad i mean*
heh heh

pearly and xq crashed sim over the last 2 days
and not to forget linhui too!
heh...
so much fun having u all around
it totally made my day
im so grateful for friends like u all =)

and finally i tried studying
studied at KAP with xq kingkong babykong and jerome
shucks
maths 2 is mind boggling
i can spend hours solving 1 qn!!
am i just dumb or plain brilliant?
at this rate..
i will never be able to finish studying
=S

sometimes when one gives good advice to another
it probably means that he/she failed in that aspect
who the hell am i to give advice when i cant even solve my own

2006-12-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

shucks..someone is looking!
come closer and u are died
bored...just bored
dun look..im shy..

bored bored bored
studying on a sunday

i must be nuts

shucks

my brain is turning against me

i cant study

i just wanna stone

ps: my dear linhui..sorry for the misunderstanding. i dint mean it that way. it was meant as a joke. muackies!

2006-12-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

bt panjang seems to be my second home
hanged out at pearlys house the entire afternoon
we watched a rented movie - devil wears prada
ohhh..there were loads of lovely clothes in the movie
nice to look at but they are practically unattainable!
pearly..we are seeing each other almost everyday!!
we can officially be each others part-time bf/gf
hehh...

2006-12-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

i agree the number of friends i have is countable with my hands and feet
and im not embarrassed to admit that
is it wrong to just have that handful of friends?
or by having an abundance of them
it will increase my social standing in the society?

i love making new friends
i love having many friends
but i dunwan superficial friendship
i dun need hi-bye friends
do they even count as friends?
u say hi and bye..
thats it
duhhh
if thats the case
i rather keep my mouth shut

im sorry if i look cold and aloof
but thats me
i cant stand me sometimes either
i was born to look like that
i cant help it either
but dun be mistaken by that mask
im far from it
i just need time to know peeps better
before i uncover that mask
and be aloud and retarded person
heh

2006-12-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

罗志祥--好朋友

像两首节拍不同
的却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞
呜..

how do one differentiate between a good friend and a lover?
what does it make to become a good friend?
what are the prerequisites of a lover?
what is it a lover can do which a good friend cant?
how do one tell if both parties are mutually attracted to each other?
ohhh..
my head is spinning..

2006-12-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeee
wakeboarding rocks my socks!
i lurveee it.
someone made my day
but he probably dint noe it
heee

2006-12-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

~ jannys birthday ~

03.12.06

chocolate cake with a tinge of durian

ohh..wad long tongue u have
pretty birthday gal

our class tee!
undeniably patriotic to the class of 04A02
put the cake down...if not i shall kill her
hungry hungry
ghost town =S

cute gals at work
happy feet...lalalala
thou shall not laugh...pearly u smiled!
ideal family portrait seductive poses....not!
PEACE!!

had an impromptu hairband themed birthday party for our beloved janny!

the celebration was a simple one

and i loved every minute it

its been a year since the 4 of us hanged out together like that

is like reminishing our jc days

cant wait for the next meeting again

wheee...

janny..better wear the jacket everyday hor

familiar traces of u still lingers around

what does it mean?

2006-12-03T10:40:00.000+08:00

~ ben n jerrys day ~

25.11.06

excellent combination!

strawberry cheesecake, dublin mudslide and cookie doughlooks like pang sai...but is fantabulous!!
stop staring...
2 pairs of lesbians....im serious
naughty gal! pull ur ear...
stop smirking...

acting cute aint my forte
spot the cow...can u find it?

guess who?

(hint: i miss my 171 friend)

guess who?

(hint: miss segui)

guess who?
(hint: i can teach basketball)

guess who?

(hint: someone who mentioned i look like joo ji hoon) guess who?

(hint: only one who has curly locks)

2006-12-03T10:31:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday to u valerie!!
heh..i lurve ya!
remember to bring souvenirs back for me =0)
muack muack

and happy birthday to u janny!
you are the bomb!!!
good luck for ur last paper on monday

2006-11-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

clareC told me to check up on kim jong il.
btw he is north koreas leader
here peeps...his pix

heres the bomb.
clarey said i resemble him
arghhhzzzz
i feel like strangling u clareC
please lol..
the only resemblance i see is that we are mortals
u evil gal
u must be snorting with laughter now

2006-11-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

being human is a tedious job
there are days which are rewarding
there are times where everything is freakin' screwed up
screwed up days are most dismaying
whats worst is i have no idea how to handle them
im remarkably good at making peeps frustrated
confrontation is never my forte
and im fearful of losing friends in this process
i do not even understand myself
shucks
tml shall be a better day
*cross my fingers*