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CAVEWOMAN
TCY
1987
SIM-UOL
scorpio

SPOILTBRAT
love my SHANE
infinite cash
friends
1st class honours
LSE summer school
lose excess fats FAST!
audi R8

HUSH...

PLAYMATES
LPL
JANICE
LINHUI
LAYS
VALERIE
DAPHNE
HUIKENG
JEROME
CLARE : MY BIATCH
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FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

get this clock

Friday, April 27, 2007

sometimes i wonder the purpose of my existence.
i have nth to contribute to the world
im just a speck of dust on this earth
why would anyone be bothered with me?

my last 19 years was purely a waste of time.
i have nth positive about myself
im clueless to what positive traits my friends have seen in me
am i even worthy enough to be a friend?
i do not have a single achievement to date
i wonder if my parents are ever proud of me?
ha.
how can they even be proud?

i never ever top my class.
not a single scholarship earned.
i couldnt make it to a local university.
never did well in competitions.
im constantly giving mummy n daddy heart attacks
they work their ass off just to feed me and my greedy wants.
i was never that pretty/cute child whom everyone will adore.
im different from my cousins - yup. im that black sheep.
im never gonna be a doctor/accountant.
im a selfish pig.
im a free loader.
im neither smart nor talented.
im useless.
utterly.
blatantly.

why do my parents love me?
cos im blood?
i haven done anything to gain their love.
i given them nth except pain and more pain.

im confused.
someone enlighten me please.
Friday, April 27, 2007